Been the shittest few weeks

Disowned by my uncle as my aunty cheated on him
Found out my auntie got abused as a child by her brother and she’s now got the stones back in her kidneys so i go over quite a bit to help her out
My friend died after being spiked by Joe, so now not only is Joe an abusing, self centered little prick. He openly admitted to me that he purposely gave him them as he didn’t like him so he’s practically a murderer. After punching him i had to spend hours in a police station writing a statement.
My dad’s losing his job so everything is stressful at home
My auntie is ill and there is nothing we can do about it as she’s in Malaysia, i skype her everyday to make sure she is ok and she should be coming over to England soon to have an operation
Ryan, one of my oldest friends is now in hospital after going out on Saturday and walking past a fight and got punched and face stamped in. Went in to see him yesterday and it was the worst thing. He doesn’t remember who i am or half of what he has done. I sat with him for a while and i’m just not sure i can do it again. As i left he said, ‘I was very lucky to have friends like you wasn’t i? I’m sorry i don’t remember you but you will visit again won’t you?’ And that is just a promise i’ll have to keep /:
Just this minute found out that my sister has bulimia so i’ve spent the last hour trying to calm my mom down, bless her she doesn’t know what to do anymore

I feel like im constantly stressed out trying to keep everyone else happy atm and it just makes me realize what good friends i have that have been helping me keep busy and just popping round to chat. I guess its my way of copping, being with friends taking my mind off everything that is going out around me and i love them all so much <3

Rant over ;)

posted 8 years ago