Day 220: A picture that makes you smile
Day 221: A photography picture taken by you. (credit it!)
Laptop won’t let me upload pics :(
Day 222: What are you craving right now?
Nachos!
Day 223: Bad habits of yours.
Checking my phone every 2 mins, sucking my thumb when i feel awkward, never clearing anything away, eating in the early hours of the morning, smoking when drunk, binge drinking, forgetting to take my make up off.
Day 224: A letter to your eight year old self.
Dear 8 year old me
I know that things are hard, you have no friends and dread going to school because of those bullies but you will learn to ignore them with time and they will make you into a stronger person. You will realize that you don’t need their approval to enjoy life, you make your own future and they will not be apart of it.
Spend every moment you can with Dad, he will do more for you then you could ever imagine. He may not always tell you but he loves you, you will be the daughter that he worries about the most and even cries over. As you get older you won’t be able to see him as often and this is only because he wants the best for you.
Remember your friends Josh and Holly? Hold on to them, they will turn out to be some of the best friends that you will ever meet.
When your older you will make some great friends, things won’t ever be easy but will learn to not take shit you dont deserve of anyone and look out for yourself. You will dye your hair, go to concert and partys and live the life you have always wanted. You may not believe me now, but life becomes everything you are dreaming it will be :)
Love from,
18-year-old me <3
Day 225: What is the most inspirational thing you have ever heard
I have no idea /:
Day 226: Next present holiday wish list
Next holiday is Halloween? So sweets and chocolate please:D
Day 227: A letter to the reflection in the mirror
Hey,
Just going to be completely honest. First off, cheer up. You spend too much time making sure that everyone else is happy and well that you’re drinking yourself into oblivion. Stop. It isn’t getting you anywhere, sure it helps with the stress, its fun and helps you forget but in the end it is only going to make things worse and make you ill.
Focus more on what your going to do with your life rather than just taking it day by day, sort out college and uni, your work hours, if you don’t your not going to get anywhere.
Take a break and see the friends that have stuck by you through everything :)
Love,
me
Day 228: List ten people you would die for
- Mom
- Dad
- Sophie
- Karen
- Emily
- James
- William