Day 246: Who are you?
Cat London.
Day 247: Your opinion on drinking/drugs
i drink on a weekly basis and iv done drugs so i don’t feel like i am going to contradict myself now. There is nothing wrong with drinking as long as you don’t everyday and only do it socially. If you start drinking on your own, stop drinking. And with drugs? Having a spliff every now again is going to be fine, but harder drugs is wrong. They will fuck you up.
Day 248: Who do you text most
Hollie :)
Day 249: If you died tomorrow.. would you want to tell anyone anything?
Er thank my parents and family and all that shit. I would tell the lad i like how much i really like him.
Day 250: Write your love story
Not going to mention any names and this has been quite hard to write up /:
I remember the day i met him though, my friend knew him and went over to talk to him. Literally thought he was beautiful. I told him i was bored and wanted to leave haha. Anyway, my friends started inviting him out more so i got to know him better. At the time i had a boyfriend, but he was an arsehole. It was when he was drunk that he made his move and i didnt pull away. Me and my boyfriend split up and i starting seeing him, we went on a few dates but he never was one for texting people.
Then he hurt me, after this i wasn’t seeing him for at least 5 months. Then i didnt actually meet him for well over a month, not seeing him helped me get over him. This went down the drain as soon as i saw him again /: I missed him more then anything, missed his company and having him there as a friend.
We started going out about 3 times a week which would have always been unusual for us and in this time we became like best friends, i really got to know him and realized for many reasons that he didnt mean to hurt me and he is one of the best people i knew and i was so lucky to even have him there as a friend.
I am now not seeing anyone, we ended up kissing again quite a few times like i suppose i knew would happen eventually. I’m still wary about starting things up again because he hurt me and i cant just forget that. I will only see him again if he decides to make it official and i know that if he asked me? I would not hesitate in the slightest.
Day 251: What inspires you to write?
When something bad happens it always helps me to write it down and that can easily be changed into a story, but also reading.